Love after Love!!!

Today ....
"Accept her proposal da, just do it, I can't bear this anymore" Reya was crying within herself. She stood in the corner helplessly watching Sylvi propose to Karthi once again .....

Karthi looked LOST!... He stared at Sylvi, kept the coffee cup in the table and went inside Sylvi's room, he stood staring outside through the window.... 

Sylvi was dejected and her last strands of hope were crushed when Karthi rejected her proposal for the second time....Sylvi knew that Karthi's mind n heart is still full of Reya, but nevertheless she tried, she couldn't see Karthi struggle...

Before ....
Sylvi loved him so much but never had the guts to tell her mind out to Karthi.. they were friends from childhood, they lived in the same community and went to the same school.. Almost everyone in their school and neighborhood friends teased the closeness Sylvi and Karthi shared.

"Don't listen to them Sylvi...." Karthi often told Slyvi..."Our relationship is unique, these folks would never understand"....Karthi never thought of Sylvi being more than a close friend, somehow Slyvi's beautiful eyes didn't attract him...He plainly believed that Sylvi cannot be his beloved....

"No! They are right...If only you knew how much I love you Karthi, I wish you would realize this one day...the day I would be the happiest in this entire universe, the day I would shine brighter than the brightest star, the day I would be in the heavens of heaven..." wrote Slyvi on her personal journal....

Months passed ....

"Hey Sylvi....I have to discuss something important with u....call me tonite....miss u....bye Karthi" Slyvi couldn't control her emotions after she saw this email from Karthi...Her imagination went crazy and she just lived an entire lifetime with Karthi in a split second....Karthi seperated from Slyvi to do his Degree in Medicine a year back...Slyvi missed him so much and hoped that Karthi's seperation would make him realize the love Slyvi had...and may be...may be....propose her....

"Hey Slyvia, are you going out somewhere tonight? You look beautiful in that purple salwar..." Slyvia's Dad saw something different in her daughter...
" No pa, not going out, I got to talk to Karthi tonight.." said Slyvi...

She wished the clock just went straight to 9pm, she couldn't wait to talk to Karthi...Weekends is when Karthi usually calls Sylvi to share on how the week went....Sylvi wished she could talk to him daily, she loved every inch of what Karthi is...His voice, His mannerisms, His gentleness even His anger....Today was Wednesday and Sylvi was ready to press the direct dial icon in her smartphone...She beat the clock by a second to press the button to call Karthi....Her heart was pounding as Karthi's  phone rang on the other end...

"Hey Sylvi,  no one can beat you in punctuality...can you give me 2 mins? my hand is all soiled, will wash my hands and be in a minute..."said Karthi....
"Ok da..." said Sylvi....every second that passed looked like eternity to her....
"Slyvi...back da....ok tell me, how would you propose a girl...?" quizzed Karthi
"How do I know?....Why? Are you in love with someone?..." asked Sylvi with blushes on!
"Yes da...Do you believe?...I never thought I would fall for any girl..." Karthi was sheepish...

Sylvi's cerebral cells flashed her the page in the diary she wrote months back,
"No! They are right...If only you knew how much I love you Karthi, I wish you would realize this one day...the day I would be the happiest in this entire universe, the day I would shine brighter than the brightest star, the day I would be in the heavens of heaven..."


"I didn't realize until today Sylvi...do u remember Reya?....the one who I mentioned to you when I joined the medical school....I just couldn't take her off my mind da....." said Karthi
The world came crashing down for Sylvi....her dreams, her life, her thoughts were all void in a moment....She  couldn't follow or listen to what Karthi told in the next few minutes.... she went absolutely blind....
"What do you say? Should I propose?" finished Karthi...
Sylvi came back to her senses....she has never ever said "No" to Karthi before...With her soul crying she said "Yes Karthi...go for it....She's lucky...."

Back to Today ...
"Sorry Karthi....I didn't mean to hurt you...I just wanted to let you know that I love you no matter what.... I need some time alone, I'll be back before dinner.....Sorry da...." tears rolled off Sylvi's cheeks as she headed out of her apartment.....

Reya watched Sylvi leave with a heavy heart...she could feel it within her....she could feel her soul...she cried even more....she had no options, she couldn't let Karthi know how she felt, how she wanted Karthi to marry Sylvia.

Karthi was confused....puzzled...something inside him made him not accept Sylvi as his partner....He felt Sylvi was just being a nice friend....trying to help him....some sort of empathy....he sat down on the bed tumbling upon a photo frame that went crashing to the floor...he bent down to pick the frame...turned it back to see the glass shattered into zillions of pieces...his eyes lured behind those pieces to see the beautiful smiling face of Reya....with his face to the right of Reya and a delicately smiling Sylvia to his right...for the first time, he saw something different in Sylvia...something unusually different...as he tried to get a better look...the glass pieces sprinkled all over the floor....

He was on the floor cleaning up the mess...when something caught his eye...a old dusted journal was lying in the far end of the bed....He leaned forward and took it...sat on the bed...and opened to the first page....to see the lovely handwriting of Sylvia that screamed.... "Mine and Mine only ......" He turned to the next page that had a old  candy wrapper pasted in it. It read "You took my Candy...but I took your wrapper..."....Karthi's mind went back in time,...he remembered the day...it was Sylvi's birthday and Karthi took the candy and casually threw the wrapper...on the ground which flew with the wind...Sylvi chased it and finally grabbed it ...."I'm collecting wrappers ....a new hobby" she told him that day....Each page had a story that Karthi could remember....he couldn't believe it....tears rolled out involuntarily and uncontrollably....he turned to the page that read,
"No! They are right...If only you knew how much I love you Karthi, I wish ......" But, before he could read, Sylvia entered the room and was shocked to see the glass pieces all over the room.....Reya was still there, without any clue on what is happening with Karthi!


"Hey Karthi....what happened? did you hurt yourself?" ....Sylvi rushed towards him....Karthi stood up and hugged Sylvi tightly and wept on her shoulders uncontrollably.....Sylvi wasn't expecting this....tears rolled off her eyes as she noticed her journal lying on the floor....with the last lines she wrote in that journal....


Reya stood there witnessing this....she cried too....and on this day, She was the happiest person in this entire universe, She was shining brighter than the brightest star, She ascended into the heavens of heaven...

"I can go now...." whispered Reya 

Reya's soul rested in peace!!!

P:S: I dedicate this post to Logic who inspired me to get back to blogging after years!!

Where art thou "Friendship"?

(This has been lying in my drafts for a long long time.....and am posting it today...12/29/2008)

Right through our life..we come across so many people in life...we meet... ..we speak ...we hang out with them .......but only a few hit your frequency and get along really really well...and they are called "Friends" ...... and when you get a touch emotionally close...they become your

"Close Friends"

We say:
Friends are for life!!
Friendship is forever!!
Friends are priceless!!
Friendship is above everything!!
etc...etc...

All this is fine...but in reality do you really think friends and friendship is gonna be there for ever? You can keep in touch through phone, mails etc....you can even tell that your friends are always there in your heart n mind.... but u can't express this out!

The society....the constant changes in life...work pressure...wouldn't allow you to do so...... as time flies by people do slowly forget about this...and get on with their respective life.....

Sometimes it makes me feel if itz really worth the pain we go through when we miss someone!

So wat do u say?

Is friendship really worth the pain we go through when we miss someone knowing that they have just carried on with their lives??

Will you be going the same way??

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When i thought abt this more...i realized that itz worth more than the pain!

Yes....Some day ! Some time !....Some actions would remind you of your closed ones...and it does bring a faint little smile in your hearts.....a inner vibe that takes you through all the wonderful cherishable moments you spent with your close friends in a split second.....

Friendship after all does live through all the difficulties ........deep inside you it exists!!!

It is right there till the end!!!!

This one is dedicated to all my dear and good friends who came across the various phases of my life.....I thank almighty for giving me such loveable ones....and God Bless them all !!!

- Your Friend :)

First Crush ! (Re-Post)

There was this little boy whoz a bit shy and conservative....doesn't talk to girls in his class much and thinks that's a kinda not a "Good Boy" thing!
He sees his classmates chattin with the girlies ...and starts advicin them.....It was the farewell day in school and hez gonna join 6th in another school...a only boyz school!
Hez getting a weird "missin" feelin..well he misses all in his class.... boy n girl!!
A new feelin!

It's holiday now and his aunt takes him on a vacation to a place full of flowers and garden...
Therez this little cute girl of his aunt's friend who greets our boy with a beatiful smile.
For the first time he shakes his hand with a girl...says Hello...his lil heart pounding a bit...dunno y!!

A day goes by and well...both these cute little kids start to spend time together....they talk abt school...toys...comics...etc...Our boy starts likin this company...and time flew like n e thing...

It was day 5 and he has to leave tonight....That evening..with the sun's blazin down the hill with a purple sky line, a gentle breeze with the smell of flowers...butterflies flyin around...birds chirping.....these 2 little close friends ..Yes they are really close now.........dressed up really nice n cute went out for a walk....

As they were walkin...the girl holds his gentle soft hand .
The boy a bit reluctant first then clung on to her lil hands....and gave a gentle smile...they walk..talk...and they really liked each other...she doesn't want him to go......and these pure hearts start dreaming of being together..going to school together....studyin ....playin...together.....
"Dear Ones...It's time we gotta go now" .....there came his aunt and her friend....

The little hearts of these two innocent beauties couldn't handle.....the emotional quotient..and ....before they could realize tears rolled down their cheeks...

Off went the boy...with a heavy heart....missing the first girl in his life!

P:S - This is a re-post folks...just like that posted it again...

Jillunu oru Coffee :)

Itz one of those perfect evening!

Dark clouds hovered above me covering the thinnest ray of light that tried to pierce its way out to the earth .....Birds went chirpin n flyin around me with a sense of urgency......In a way i envied those tiny creatures a lot....they happily fly without a care....always in groups...with none feelin lonely or missed.... they stay together....with the vast space at their disposal....they seemed to live every moment of their lives ....

A gentle cool breeze graced me bringing along the unique smell of earth.... boy..i luv it sooooo muchhh....our mother earth does remind us that earthz still has that sweetness left in it inspite of all the dirt shed by the ignorant sapiens.... I took a deeep longg breath.....and felt the earthly love all over me... I luvd it so mucchhh........

A tiny drop of rain..... with the mighty force of gravity n acceleration....hit hard on my head....i looked above to see more of those tiny missiles....attackin me..... i allowed them to land on my face happily..... a sense of happiness filled me....i felt light... refreshin.....i stood there with my arms wide open ......getting myself drenched....

"Thambi...mazhai kottuthu....ulla vaa paa.." nair....from the nearby T-shop was shouting at me....I smiled...and went....in...

"Nair....soooda oru T"

"Enne Thambi ithu velaiyaatu.....chinna pulla maathri....sari eppo pola special T thaaane..."

"Athethaan...Bajji soooda irukaa nair.."

I smelt cofeeee....

"Sir....Herez your tall... low fat...no whip....extra hot...cinnamon less....mocha..."

Huh...."Thank you ..."

I woke up to realize...that i'm sittin in caribou...one of the famous american coffee shops...up north....with my laptop on the desk.....It was raining outside!

"Can I have a peanut-butter cookie plzzz...?"

Thoughts . . .

"Sammy.. don't let mom get even an hint abt this...Keep this with yourself"

Danny hooked the phone, as the tears tried to push its way out of his eyes...

He succeeded in keeping the tears out...but couldn't get rid of the heaviness he felt in his heart...

The thought of how his mom would feel if she came to know about what happened to him...choked him to the core....

"Sam.... whoz on the phone dear?"

"My frend mom...." he lied...

He hated lying to his mom...he knew that one day he would tell the truth to his mom ...he cant keep it for long...the guilt would kill him...even it is a petty lie...

It was dinner time, and this is when sam and his mom used to have long chats about the things that happend during the day..... sam wanted to quickly finish and get back to bed... he was afraid that he might tell the news about danny to his mom.....

"So how was your day sam...."

"Oh..it went good mom...had a bit of rough time @ work...but was ok...and haan...i met prithiv...in office ....was surprised to c him @ my office....he joined last week it seems....."

"oh thatz nice.... u got good company....now " his mom smiled...

"S mom.....felt nice to c him there...u remember..he was struggling to get a job a few years back...and you kept on praying for him.... he still remembers that ....he wanted to come and meet you mom..."

"well....its god's grace sam.... " her face drooped as she told this and soon she was lost in thoughts....

"Mom? are you okay? " ....before he could get an answer from her...tears came rolling down....

"What happend mom....?

"Sam...i spoke with....danny's friend rajiv....today..he has come here on vacation.....danny's lost his job again sam.... he got fired from his office for no mistake of his.... it hurts a lot to see him struggle this much in life.... " she controlled her tone....

"well...yes itz all god's will and we got to accept that everything that happens has some good thing in it...." ....she comforted herself by these words...

Sam was stunned to know that his mom already knew the news....danny has been finding difficult to get settled in life...he has been shifting over half a dozens concerns in the past 16 months.... nothing has worked well for him....

All the time when he called up home...he would sound very happy n he wanted to keep his mom happy at all times....he never told or complained abt the struggles, bad things that happened to him...

Sam knows them all....Sam was more than a brother...he was his closet companion ....he was the one with whom he shared everything.

Danny's words were ringing in sammy's ears.....sam didn't know whether he should tell his mom that he knew it already....

"Sammy dear.. don't ask danny about this or let him get even an hint that i know this...Keep this with yourself ...he can't digest the fact that i know...i dont want to add on to my child's struggles there in the alien land..."

With tears... he nodded, "Sure...mom!"

Eternal Kiss

She was lying there ... wrinkles on her face didn't deter her beauty...he stood motionless...his eyes were locked on her....her face was shining like never before...

3 Months Back ....

He held her hand firmly...those hands were shakin... they both exchanged diamond rings for the second time in their life...There was no one in the crowd who didn't envy this wonderful couple.
It was their golden anniversary...
When it was time to retire for the day, they held their hands together, thanked the almighty. He placed his old palms on her wrinkly cheeks... kissed her right on her forehead... gently!
Good night Sweet Heart

25 Years Back....

It was 10 AM , her phone rang... she was shellshocked on hearing the news...He met with an accident...she rushed to the hospital... minutes were moving like leap years...she choked to the core...not a soul on earth could console her...12 hours passed...she was sitting on his side...holding his hand...his whole body not movin an inch.... she felt a sudden vibe...he jerked a bit...his heavy eyelids...not allowing to see her eyes... yet she could read his eyes...she Knew...
she bent and placed her forehead on his lips.... A smile which only she cud see n feel eloped him....that conveyed lotss...his heart echoed...
Good Night Sweet Heart

48 Years Back....

He couldn't see her cry in pain....he felt more pain in his heart.... he couldn't control.....he turned to look through the window..tears rolling down his cheeks.. The moon was shining down gracefully.... He was cursing God.
She gave one long cry...which made an angel cry....she gave birth to a beautiful...baby girl.... He took his little angel...and showed it to her.... she looked, smiled and slept off.. He placed his little angel on the cradle and with tears still rolling down, he kissed her....

Good night Sweet Heart

50 Years back....

It was the first night for them... his angel came in...she looked divine....he gently held her hand ..her beautiful eyes...gleaming ...Together...they took the sarced vows once again... they were one.... he held her tender cheeks on his hands... she closed her eyes as he bent .... He placed a gentle, firm kiss on her forehead,
assuring the love, support, trust - foundation of a life, together n always
She felt it..He whispered

Good Night Sweet Heart

Today ...

She was lying there ... wrinkles on her face didn't deter her beauty...he stood motionless...his eyes were locked on her....her face was shining like never before...

He knelt down... bent...and kissed her on her forehead...
That wasn't the last, It was Eternal!
They nailed the coffin....

Good Night Sweet Heart
He Cried Aloud!

Friendship and Love

Got this as a forward .. Good 1

Conveys a lot!